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“Mysterious Skin”: A Rare and Unflinching Portrait of CSA’s Aftermath

Mysterious Skin is one of the most profound films I’ve ever seen, largely due to its realistic portrayal of the long-ter...
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When Trust Becomes a Weapon: Grooming, CSA, and the Lessons of ‘Abducted in Plain Sight’

Jan Broberg's story in 'Abducted in Plain Sight' reveals how predators weaponize trust. A survivor's reflection on grooming, CSA, and the trauma that outlasts 'happy endings'."
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You Don’t Have to Be Abused to Abuse a Child — But I Was, and I See It Everywhere

This is a continuation of yesterday’s entry, where I wrote about why I’ve chosen not to have children. Today, I go deepe...
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Being the Change: I Will Not Bring a Life Into This Twisted World

I used to think I would get married and have children by the age of 25 — the same age my mother got married and had me n...
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When Showering Feels Impossible: How a CSA Survivor Manages CPTSD and Self-Care

For trauma survivors, even a shower can feel impossible. After days of struggle, I finally did it — not from healing, but because I was grossed out.
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When Miso Soup Has More Soul than Western Veganism: A Cultural and Dietary Comparison

Explore the irony of Western veganism versus traditional Japanese plant-based eating habits.
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How Eastern Astrology, MBTI, and Ayurveda All Pointed to Me

When I had ChatGPT generate a profile for me based on my birth date and time using both Nine Star Ki and Four Pillars of...
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Mourning My Lost Childhood: A Comic Book about Young Caregivers

Watashidake Toshiwo Totterumitaida is a comic book by Midori Mizutani about young caregivers (or young carers). The titl...
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My Exclusive Access to Sushi Saito’s Extraordinary Gastronomic Journey

Describing my experience at Sushi Saito feels almost impossible; there's so much to convey. Every bite heightened my sen...