Hi, welcome to my blog twilighthues.com.
I’m Pneuma, a Japanese American child incest abuse victim/perpetrator-turned-activist.
My goal is to unlearn unhealthy habits by treating my complex PTSD symptoms and figuring out ways to be happy with myself through various types of trauma therapy.
I write to realize my past experiences and accept my current emotions as part of my healing process.
I’ll always have a sweet spot for psychedelics-assisted therapies, but I have been relying more on occasional Gestalt therapy in recent years. I also call hotlines on a daily basis, speak with my psychiatrist once a month, and try out other psychotherapies.
This shift is partly because I’m alarmed by so many stories of patients getting sexually exploited by therapists during psychedelic treatments, which is something I’ve experienced personally as well.
I feel that if we don’t learn the prerequisites of life first, no wonder drug is going to help. In fact, it may further harm us beyond imagination.
By prerequisites, I mean respecting personal boundaries and being humble enough to take no for an answer.
It’s basic comprehensive sexual education; something humanity needs crucially.
It takes adults to listen to children’s feelings instead of forcing their self-righteousness on them.
I understand how hard this is because I am also human and was brought up by humans.
But I’m hopeful because I’ve seen some people do it: respecting boundaries and lending an ear to children and our own child within.
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